Sunday, October 18, 2020

Status 19

 I feel

So incredibly sick. Today Jason told me that he proposed to me ALMOST A MONTH AGO

Why don't I remember this?

We had a huge fight, I told him that if he wanted to treat me like I was his wife he was going to have to man up and ask me.

And he

He said that he had

That he did a month ago and that I had said yes

And he was so angry. He left and went for a walk alone out along a trail.

I feel terrible. I think.....I think we're going to break up.

I see that stupid lake in my dreams every night. EVERY NIGHT 

And every morning when I wake up I feel like I've lost time

and now

now I know that I have.

I hope Jason comes back soon.

It's getting dark

 

<3 JP

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